It has been a few weeks since my last blog… It has been a VERY busy for the past two weeks… Last week we went to Bloomington, Minneapolis to see our youngest daughter Talitha. She is an intern at the Teen Mania Honor Academy. It was a LONG DRIVE!!!! Over 1700 miles but it was exciting to visit with her… To see these wonderful young people in worship and praise was awesome. Last weekend Talitha was part of the support staff for Teen Mania's program "Acquire the Fire". Hundreds of young people coming to Jesus… Tremendous!!!
But then Monday Talitha got sick with a strange infection… With this MRSA stuff going on it was a great concern… The doctor put her on the strongest medication she could have… But then the words… "If this does not work we will have to put you in the hospital so we can give medication by IV… " You who are parents know what I mean… The doubt, the fear… Why didn't we see this last week WHEN WE WERE THERE… We might have been able to help… We might have been able to fix it…
It does not matter how old your children may be… you still want to fix things… BUT we all realize that with many things they are out of our control… We cannot FIX THEM! Too many times we make ourselves sick with trying to fix things… You name it… You have been there… sickness, loss, pain, mistakes, failures, sin… We want to do for our children just as we did when they were little… Sooth their hurts… band-aid their scratches and cuts… kiss their bo-bos and make them better… Make it the pain go away…
But we know it does not always work that way… I WANT TO FIX THIS LORD!!!! And he says "You can't… That is no longer your job… Leave it to me… I can!!!" That is SOOO hard!!!!
But then the realization… I Love my children! I love them deeply! I would do ANYTHING to protect them… Wouldn't you for those you love! BUT THINK!!! No matter how much YOU love them GOD LOVES THEM MORE!!!
Listen to these words…
Matthew 7:1-11
7 "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
9 "Which of you, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10 Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? 11 If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him!
So we asked!!!! And God ANSWERED! The next day Talitha went back to her doctor and got a good report … It was not staph… Her white count was down… Her spirits up… She was being healed in the name of Jesus!
Does it always work this way… Yes!!! But we do not always get the answer WE want… And sometimes the choices are not OURS to make… Sometimes it is the responsibility of the child to ask, seek, and knock… That is when we stand with Jesus by the door, praying, waiting and ready to welcome them in…
Rev 3:20
Jesus says… Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.
May all our children hear His voice! We love them… BUT HE LOVES THEM MORE!
